Don't Bother Googling It....

...as if you were going to anyways.

Time tick tick ticks after me
My mp3 is out of juice
I wrote a song for you, but what's the use
How did we get knocked so loose?
Knocked so loose?
Someone I swear I'll never be
Who trades his dreams for security
And walks this city blindly.
Lately it's a little hard for me to see.
Lately it's a little hard for me to believe.

And it's all disappearing,
And it all falls apart.
And it seems like the ending
Is a lot like the start.

Nature has its own rules
Like gravity crushing me,
And liars are robbed of memory,
Lately it's a little hard for me to believe.
At least you left a mark on me.

But I think there's a reason,
At least there's a sign.
And all that we call chaos,
I will say is by design,
But I'm just lying.

What you need is a sharp knife so
You can come back now from an all-time low
Seems like I'm the only one.
I wish I was a sharp knife,
Swing that blade right through my life.
Careful, you could hurt someone
I wish I was a sharp knife
To Cut.

Some new friend can you hear this,
Can you return to fearless?
Merry pranksters one and all,
Walk that devil down the hall

Yes it's all disappearing,
And we should all just go along.
And it all would be so easy,
If we could say just let it be,
But that's not me.

What you need is a sharp knife so
You can crawl out of an all-time low.
Seems like I'm the only one
I wish I was a sharp knife
Swing that blade right through my life.
Careful you could hurt someone
I wish I was a sharp knife, a sharp knife
To Cut.

Ok so I'm fully aware that his version of "It seems like the ending is a lot like the start" is not symbolic nor even adjacent to my editing problems, but I'm always amazed at how his lyrics mirror my life. Whether he's taking the words out of my mouth, or ironically describing my mood. What is it, Stephan? Are you stalking me? Because it's totally fine if you are.